Play both videos at once. A kind of blog installation.
Shadows from trees in the bedroom. The sounds are Ruben sick in bed, turning the pages of picture books.
Such beautiful light that day.
Ruben is so sweet when he's unwell. A trait I hope will help him in life. When I am not around to care for him. When he is an old man.
It's very difficult caring for somebody who is ill if they're bad tempered or self pityful. Especially as we get older and the charm of youth is lost. Caring for someone elderly who is gracious and positive isn't a burden. Caring for a curmudgeon or grumbler is very tough.